It's a New Year

The number '3' in the calender changed to '4'.
It seemed nothing to me since I thought I didn't change at all.
My life kept going as usual without any new year resolutions.

I'm bad at setting a long-period goals.
So I let my life keep going on its path.
The path might be good or the other away around.
But I believe that I could react in a good manner.

I'm twenty one.
I don't see me as an adult yet.
But people expect me to be so.
It is most probably because I'm a happy-go-lucky person and yet chubby.
Such a big child.
What should I do?
How should I be?

[one#year#after]