Sunday, 19 January 2014

First Crush Ever

We were both young when I first saw you.
Having a medical check-up at the same clinics.

I just glanced at him and smiled.
I was too shy to speak without any logical causes.

It turned up that he is my coursemate and yet my orientation group members.
On the first day of enrolment, he was the first guy known by members of the hall.
He is popular until now.

Honestly, he is my first crush ever.
No one could make my heart beating so hard to see him
Nobody could make me uncomfortable once I am away from him.
No one could make me so jealous when people get close to him

"When you are admiring someone, you have a crush on that person. 
But, it is more than four months, the person is your lover/sweetheart/soulmate."

During the orientation, first two week, I couldn't manage my mood properly.
In the evening, I tend to be moody.

To be honest, I wanted him to be my only soulmate not just a crush.
But as the time goes, I feel that I would not be with him forever.

[without#him#maybe]


Friday, 17 January 2014

It's a New Year

The number '3' in the calender changed to '4'.
It seemed nothing to me since I thought I didn't change at all.
My life kept going as usual without any new year resolutions.

I'm bad at setting a long-period goals.

So I let my life keep going on its path.
The path might be good or the other away around.
But I believe that I could react in a good manner.

I'm twenty one.

I don't see me as an adult yet.
But people expect me to be so.
It is most probably because I'm a happy-go-lucky person and yet chubby.
Such a big child.
What should I do?
How should I be?

[one#year#after]

Thursday, 10 January 2013

49 Days


It was one of the resolutions for the new year.

The 49 days is about the first step towards a simple and healthy life.
This idea is proposed by Anon who is in effort to gain best body shape and supervised by Ayap as the dietitian as well as fashion adviser.

So, I really want to take part in this noble mission.

This was because I need a better lifestyle in order to live longer in this world.

Generally, this mission has 2 components as following;

a. Diet
b. Work-out

The diet proposed is really though as we try our best cut off our cholesterol.

Breakfast should consist only slices of bread or oats.
As for lunch, we can have regular meal as before but it must not too much.
Last but least, we should eat Nestle Fitness Cereal or oats.
They call them as dry diet.
Thumb up for that diet.
Personally, to be honest, it is hard to follow those diet when I'm at home!!
But, best of luck to us...

The next one is work-out.

We should go to gym every evening after the lectures.
Unfortunately, the gym is not available till now.
Then, I would find another alternative for myself which is jogging..maybe.

Before I put down my pen (not at all), I believe that the mission should be extended to a longer period instead of 1.5 months only.


BTW, 49 Days is a name of a Korean Drama.

The drama made me to cry more than 1 litre of tears..
I admired HAN KANG so much

[big#and#chubby#are#beatiful]


Semester 3 Improved


As salam and hi, my fellow readers.


I don't know what should I write at this moment.


I would sayt hat I spent my holidays with travelling.

The journey was about from the Northern of Malaysia to the South.
For real, I was not in vacation at all but to settle down a sort of matters.

After almost six weeks of holidays, it was so long waiting for

 the final examination result to be out in the student portal.

Praise to ALLAH, my result was good.

I managed to gain 11 points over 15.

Mathematics: B (4/5)

chemistry : B (4/5)
Biology : C (3/5)

Total : (11/15)


Thanks to my family, lecturers and friends who keep supporting me all the time.

 and believing me that I could perform well.

It was quite surprisingly because I did not expect to achieve this result.

However, it was not enough as the university requirement is as much as 12.

Since the actual examination would be very hard and though, I must prepare myself  in terms of intellectual, emotion as well as spiritual.


Last but not least, best of luck and May ALLAH Bless all of you, fast-trackers  who are the candidates of Edexcel GCE A-Level Examination in January of 2013.


[seven#weeks#before#trial]

Thursday, 3 January 2013

IELTS Accomplished


As salam and hai to my fellow readers.

I think it is not too late to congratulate myself 
for the flying colour of IELTS result.

I was really grateful because I was able to meet the requirement of the university for IELTS.

Basically, I gained;
Listening: 7.5
Reading  : 9.0
Writing : 6.0
Speaking : 6.5

Total : 7.5

It was really surprising when I knew that I got the highest band for reading component (9).

Then, I would like to thank my parents, friends as well as lecturers for their support.

In the long run, I Would say that I have improved my English a lot.
Therefore, I do hope I will be able my to enhance my English skill so that I can survive in the future.

[All#Time#For#English]