Drama of 'E'

First of all, I'm a fan of English dramas
They are totally awesome.
There is a sort of things that interests me about them.
For example, those dramas are not stereotype at all.
Each story has their own storyline and starpowers.

I enjoy watching stories about teenagers' life, investigation,
 romance, justice, horror as well as magic.

Recently, I finished on Awkward Season 2, Drop Dead Diva Season 4,
 and Pretty Little Liars season 2.

Ironically, I have to slow down the hobby right now for the sake of
 my academic performances.
My actual GCE A-Level is really soon;less than 5 months.
Hence, by any matters, I should priortize my study.

[widen#the#views]

Can you forgive me, my little bro?

It was a night that I hurt my little bro quite bad.

I was so angry.
I pinched him so hard.
I yelled at him so loud.
I made him crying.

I have been so patient giving advise to behave himself.
He might not listen to me before.
But, I do hope that he would learn something as a lesson.
So that, nothing would not happen in the future.

Before he went to bed,
 I asked him to show those parts that I pinched just now.
I was really cruel and heartless.
His arms have those bruises.
Then, I put on some ointments and give him a soft massage.
I hope it will make him relieve after all.

I would like to let him know that
my doing was not because I hate him,
but I really love him.

[pay#the#lost#love]

Study Week

Last Saturday was the beginning for my study week.
It is a week allocated for the students especially me to make revisions.
Besides, it is well known as study leave.

Based on my past experience, I didn't utilize the study week to the fullest.
This was because I tend to sleep or watch movies.
I was so regret about that.
I wasted a lot of time.

But, for this semester, I believe that I can spend the time more effective.
I will take this opportunity to cover all subjects as much as possible.
In addition, I'll ask my lecturers and friends for a help.

As all the syllabus are almost done, there will be a lot of exercise need to work up.
Then, I will be strict on myself in order to accomplish all the tasks.

Last but not least, I do hope this study leave is a leave for me to study.
Not for me to leave the study.

[read#notes#care#our#health]

Endure the Hardships

I was required to conduct a personal investigation for Biology.
There were a lot of experiments that I can choose.
At last, I decided to do investigation on bacteria instead of people.

The aim  is to study the effect different combinations of micro-nutrients on the microbial activity.
My rationale is about people are aware about the importance of micro-nutrients for their health.
Therefore, they tend to buy many types of supplements in the market without considering the side effects and consulting medical practitioners.
They might be influenced to the advertisements in mass-media.
Therefore, the report of the experiment shall discuss on the different combinations and concentrations of micro-nutrients to the microbial activity. The microbial activity might be interrupted (good bacteria) or escalated (bad bacteria) which affect human body.

For me, it is easier to handle microorganism like bacteria compared to people.
It is hard for me to deal with people and ask them do a favor for me even though they are my friends.
I believe everyone of us will have their own attitudes.
Some of them might help me sincerely.
There are also some of them will tend to avoid me even thought it is just a survey.
I do not want to blame them for their attitudes.
But, it is a kind of pleasure for me not to ask for their help.

On that day when I decided to do my trials, the experiment was really hard too.
It was not due to the procedures but I had to deal with people.
The people had the same kind of experiment which dealing with bacteria.
I thought working in the lab would be okay because I did not need to work with people.
It was wrong at all.
I had to work together with those people.

At first, the lab was full with people.
So I decide not to do the trial on that day.
It was not because I didn't tolerate with them.
But, they did the trials like nobody else there.
They just talked among them.
The way of using the apparatus like nobody else want to use it.

The lesson that I can learn is I should face the hardship first instead of running away from it.
Then, I can evaluate the hardship either I could endure it or not.
But, sometimes I do not have a lot of choice.
So just endure the hardship.
I can also seek my friends and family to help me.
However, it is on my decision to be determined or not

[determination#is#fascinating]

First IELTS Ever

Last week, I was taking the IELTS.
IELTS is International English Language Testing System.
I need to take the test as it is a apart of university entrance's requirements.

I would love to say thank you to my beloved family especially my mother.
She always encourage me to struggle for the things I want.
In addition, my siblings always give support and cheer me up when I was down.

I would like to thank all of my teacher since primary school until now.
They gave their best to make me as a good and proficient English user.
Since I am a village boy, it is hard for me to master English.
But they convience me that I am able to be excellent in English.

Thanks to British Council staffs.
They were so nice and helpful during the examination.
Even we were nothing to them, 
They tried so hard to make us comfortable as well as advise us not to break the rules
Besides, they gave us a pencil and an eraser as presents.

Lastly, I do hope I would be able to pass Band 7.0 in order to fulfill the requirement.
Then, I think that I could achieve higher than that which is Band 8.0.

Please pray for the upcoming MUET test.
With Allah's will, Band 5 would be in my hands.

[ielts#done]

Improvement of the people

What sort of things do I need to improve?
Why should I improve?
What did I improve?

I believe every single thing should be improved.
For instance, faith, knowledge, examination result, relationship, health and so on.
We might not realize that some of us are improving from second to second.

Today, I would say there was an improvement in myself.
I got my topic test for Pure Maths.
I got 23/40.
It is a good score because the test was on INTEGRATION topic which had killed me almost all the times before.

My first topic test was only 1/40.
The worst ever in my life.
After I realized my mistakes, I tried my best to do revision as well as exercises on Maths.
For a certain time, I was really down.
But I believed in myself that I can do it.

On the contrary, I would say my friendship with that person does not seem to be good.
I'm wondering what did I do on that person?
Did I do any mistake?
But, I should confess that I am not good at all.
I tend to say anything without further thinking.
I do hope everything will be okay soon.

[good#and#bad#exist#in#life]

Apology accepted?

First of all, I would to apologize to my readers for being so quiet lately.

I was unable to update my blog everyday since I was always lack of ideas.

The only reason I created this blog out is to shout out my personal in a good way.

In other words, I would like to display my thoughts as well as feelings about myself and my surroundings.

It is really hard for me to react on something that cliche in my life.

I tend to have more responses when the event or people itself are significance to me.

For instance, I would like say about those things that annoy me most.

Apart of that, I am sure to write on something which interest me.

In my personal opinion, I try my best not to reach any sensitive issues like religions or races.

Besides, I do hope that I will tend to describe bad characteristics without mentioning whose are they.

Lastly, kindly enjoy this blog.

[let's#blogging]

One is always better than zero

I read an article that mentioning almost 76% of Malaysia didn't go for an exercise.

Somehow, I would say I was the one of them.
There was a vast of devastated and creepy in my head.
But I did think that I started some steps that lead to a better and healthier life.

First and foremost, I always drink a lot of plain water.
This helps me to maintain water content in my body that is responsible for temperature and pH regulation as well as a medium for biochemical reactions.
The phrase 'a lot' is defined as much as 3 litres per day.

Apart of that, I ensure my meals are proper in terms of quantity and time.
I usually try my best not to eat too much to avoid the meals converted to fats since they are not used as fuels for body activity.
After that, I will ensure myself to take the meal at fixed interval on everyday.
To be more precise, I would have my meal as much as 4 times including a light breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper.

On the contrary, I'll attempts to have exercise session everyday in the next semester.
The excuse for this semester not having exercise is I don't have shoes (cliche).

[let's#buy#new#shoes]

A new shirt of his

I would say the day was fine.

The best thing that comes to my mind is him.

He is one of many people that I admire the most.

I don't know do I have any solid reason or not to salute him.

He is SyZ.

The main point is a new box-patterned shirt.

It looks nice on him.

For me, I dislike that kind of shirt.

It doesn't suit me at all.

It would totally make me a victim of fashion.

It is a kind of envy to see others being able to dress well with those fashion.

I'm comfortable to wear a typical casual attire.

To be more precise, these people areabsolutely gorgeous.

That's why they would be fine with any kinds of fashion.

Their good-looking appearance enhances the fashion itself.

[fashion#be#nice#2#me]

I was a non-living creature

I got my biology topic test result this afternoon.

It made me speechless.

I didn't achieve the required passing score.

I thought I had done my best in the test.

It might be due to my own attitude.. 

I did insufficient exercises,

had low understanding and lack of prayers.

By the way, my result showed improvement.

I was used to get 35/60.

Then, the score increased as much as 2 points only.

It was devastating.

But, I managed to think as an optimist.

I'll strive and struggle even smarter and harder in order to achieve the best result in my life. 

[Do#the#best#]

Identify the Identity

For the time being, I'm not really ready to reveal who I am.

This is because I want this blog to reflect another side of me that people might not be able to befriend.

I used to have a blog.
The blog was a medium to tell the thoughts in my mind.
I tend to let others know about the existence of the blog.
I wanted to share my stories to the others.
Therefore, I would give my best expressions in the posts.
Yet, the glory of having those kinds of posts faded by each second

To be more precise, I'll make this blog as my ultimate diary.
It would not be another weapon to stab others.
But I want people know what I'm thinking about.

[always#anonymous]

Alone Sunday

I woke up so late.
I was alone in the house.
Everyone went to their own path.
I was really hungry as I didn't take breakfast or either lunch.

I should be in more peace as I could think without any distraction.
I was about to deny my best doing on previous day for the test.
It's a kind of relieves for me because I had done it.

[sunday#is#sleep#and#rest]

IELTS Speaking

I was done with my speaking test.
The examiner was nice.
She was Mdm Katy, probably a native speaker.

I did my best.
But I don't how best was I on that time.

May Allah give me success.
I do hope everyone praying for me.

[Band#9#in#my#hands]